So this morning I was feeling lazy, and did not want to make my own coffee. Well, I need coffee to survive, so I finally got my butt out of bed, because Starbucks does not deliver (which I do not see why not, they would make so much more money and it would be awesome, and everyone would benefit from this, I’m sure of it) and its also cold, like so cold that I have to not wear my pajamas to get this coffee, because I would freeze. So once I put on some warm clothes I throw on a jacket and put the hood on because my hair, looked very special, and by special I mean awful. It was just bad. So I brave the cold for this coffee finally. I get there and it happens to be the guy whom I think is nice and is good at making coffee. So I tell him what I want and he is being nice, he says something about football, and I give him a look that is probably a mix between “does it look like a care about football/ what the crap did you just say” because 1) I’m not a fan of football and 2) I still do not know what he said. So he says I guess you’re not a fan of OSU. And I’m not, I’m a Texan, I inform him of this and he stops trying to flirt with me. Well, I see where your priorities are. Thank you Starbucks Guy for the coffee and your kindness. I am greatly appreciative of your coffee but your conversation skills need some work.
Can I just say, music is my favorite. It is so awesome. And as a musician I get to create that happiness. And as a future music teacher I get to teach this awesomeness. Like that is awesome. I can’t even comprehend the beautifulness of this. Like I get to make music and teach is at the same time. Music is life changing. It makes people come together. It makes people happy. It is an awesome thing. I love music. Music is always my favorite.
I change my mind. I’ll take back the Texas heat and not having fall/winter. I want it back now please.
I want snow. I want snow I want snow. I want snow. I want snow. I want snow.
It is important to remember that we should not worry about things we can not control. It is also important to remember that worrying can not add a single moment to your life. It does not help anyone. It only makes you stressed out and freaked out. One of my favorite movies defines being “Fine” as be Freaked out, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional. Being those things all at once is terrible. Let’s not be fine, lets be happy, well, good, content with what we have and enjoyable to be around. Let us remember what is important in life, not being freaked out, not being insecure. Why do I care what other people think about me? It just goes back to worrying. It is not healthy. Let’s take a break and be grateful and caring. Let’s not write people off. Lets be nice and give people a chance.
People need to leave me alone, I’m in one of those I want to kill the world with explosives and drink WAY too much coffee kind of mood.
This day needs to be over. Like now. I’m done.